Wednesday 22 September 2010

Strange Love

While sitting at the gas station, I was robbed. He jumped into the car and put a gun to my head.

He thought I was attractive. On the way home he entertained the idea of making love to me. He stripped down completely naked and said if I didn't make love to him, he would shoot me.

For some odd reason, I couldn't see his face. The blurred images of his nose and mouth made no sense to me.

I told him I'd give him what he wanted if he let me go.

I pretended to care about what he wanted; I pretended to like him.

"Taking something that belongs to you really isn't a good idea."

Finally, he let me go.

While driving home I thought about how I almost died. It didn't feel as if I were driving on the road. I felt as if I were walking on water.

Once I got home, my foot went dead. I knew something bad was going to happen. I turned around and he was standing there.

He had followed me home. He wanted to meet my family. I told him he could.

"First let me call my mom and tell her you're coming up. Please, I don't want to scare her."

" I could see him still holding the gun."

"If you want a shot at redemption, you're gonna have to put that thing away.""Why are you even here?" "I thought we had a deal." "Remember the talk we had about not taking from others."

"It's something about what you said to me. No one's ever spoken to me that way before."

"It seems men usually open up to people who have confidence in them."

"Why are you so afraid of me?" "We shouldn't fear what we don't know. It only thwarts our growing process and inhibits us from evolving into more capable human beings."

"So are you saying I should trust you?"

"No, I'm saying you should learn me." "We were meant to be together."

"But why can't I see your face, I only need to see your face."

Come sit next to me , and Ill show you what I'm talking about.

"Place your hand next to mine, and tell me you don't feel that energy. It's so strong and warm."

I noticed a mystical light forming around his hands.

It was that moment I realized we were supposed to be.

But I wasn't sure how I should react.

2 hours ago this guy held a gun to my head and forced me to make love to him.

But I couldn't deny this feeling.

He kissed me.

Right before I felt his tongue slip into my mouth, I woke up.

A dream.

I opened my eyes to see him standing over me with a gun.

I could see his face.

It was my father.

Right before he shot me, he forced me to make love to him.

















































Wednesday 15 September 2010

The Way You Make Me Feel




Dream of you constantly

Think of you daily

Never knew such feelings

Could exist in me

The things you say to me

The way you crave me

The climactic point I reach

When you say baby

Contemplating a whole new world

With you has given me perspective

On the way I used to live

Devoid of joy and apoplectic

The feelings I have for you

Will always be protected

Our conversations take me places

And I truly do respect it

We're connected,

At first it was a game

But now I'm so addicted

To your love,

Reverberates through my heart blissfully

Impatiently awaiting the day

You say,

Will you marry me

Friday 10 September 2010

Somewhere Within



They say we cannot evolve

Without a deity

What hypocrisy

Why can't society

Just embrace me

And understand that

True elements of the earth

Are what shape me

And how are we supposed to grow

Without guidance in our lives

And no place to go

Just open up your heart

And confront your soul

You know you're living a lie

When there seems to be no control

Secret societies sit by and say do as you're told

Why is it more difficult to embrace our true selves

When we're faced with getting old

Tuesday 7 September 2010

Everywhere but Nowhere







Come away with me

Walk deeply into my mind

So that you can see

Mistakes I've made from insecurities

And witness the disillusioned person

Whom I cannot see

And please take it slow

All I ask is that you shape

My mind so it can grow

You immensely liberate my spirit

Through our chemistry

And for this reason I believe

We could totally exist as one identity

If only we'd let things be

but lately,

You seem more willing and ready to embrace me

Although it shouldn't phase me

The thought of not being accepted

Eats away at my soul insanely

Which is why everytime I run or hide

It makes you go crazy

But there's nothing you can say to me

You could change who you are

But that still wouldn't change me

Lost and confused in the mind and soul

I walk earth alone with no place to go