Love hates me

You drive me crazy uncontrollably
Then you say my name and shout at me insanely
What am I to do with you?
So in love with you
But I every time I turn around, there's some shit with you.
You say you met a girl,
So she caught your eye.
Somehow I think there's more to this, and I don't know why.
Finally, I opened up my heart but now I have to say good riddance.
Or am I just afraid to love,
Don't know why I can't just give in.
Although it hurts like hell,
I just can't open up to you.
As I drown in all my miseries,
And feel this pain anew.
This word called trust is such a scary thing.
If I listen for a moment,
It might take away my pain.